goodbye blog, for 6 weeks

wont be updating much.. in my final most important preparations for SPM.. and before i take my leave, i leave you with this:

notice the balloons there? and a big smile? *nods* yeap just in case you didnt get the hint,
balloons = parties = birthdays = birthday girl = big smile
ahhhahahahah do you get it now? just in case you're wondering, it's 12 days away, not including today, including my birthday... YOU DO THE MATH!

it's finally over

sigh... trials are OVERR! gosh i'm so happy! the past three weeks have been draining.. cant imagine how i'd be when SPM comes.. so anyways i got thurs, fri, sat and sun off!! hurray! that means i get to watch tv, go on the comp, sleep or read a book all day... without studying!!! do you know how good that feels after a crazy 4-hours-sleep-a-day-for-3-weeks??? it feels GREAT!! ahahahha but sadly it'll only be short-lived.. after this weekend, it's back to the grind... and full force! but well it's nice to enjoy the time i have now =)

oh so yeah, my mum was utterly shocked when i told her that i only wash my face with water.. (she's into the skin care thing big-time! this year) obviously i thought little of it coz well i've been blessed with zero pimples.. so she hasten to tell me all such benefits of taking care of your skin (that i knew already) ahaha but when she came to the bad side of NOT taking care of your skin, i freaked! yes i did! so we went to guardian and bought some products (neutrogena).. the normal stuff, cleansing, toning and moisturising.. i was pretty happy, to be honest.. i mean i never did use these kinda stuff so it's all new to me, you know new stuff make me happy =).. so anyways, according to my mum, there was a substantial difference in my skin, just one day of using it (i knew i loved the name neutrogena for a reason ;)) i am truly happy! so that's the story =D

i've been doing a lot of thinking lately.. partially because well it's exams and when you finish you paper early and you've double checked twice only to find you have half an hour to kill.. you tend to think! so yes i was thinking and let me tell you.. i got sooo angry! things like this happen when you think a lot.. i mean why why why do we have to study sejarah! and at least the whole of form five's based on political stuff which... I HATE! i really despise these stuff! really.. and there were alot more other things that got me mad when i was thinking them.. and suddenly, all the things the government do just DONT make sense.. honestly!!!!!!! actually the only reason i'm blogging about this is coz i have nothing to blog about.. makes me wanna stop blogging.. coz it's just been boring.. blogging i mean.. sigh!

to a wonderful friend

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS!!
you've been my bestie in singapore, never judged me, always made me laugh, helped me gain my confidence, been my only true friend then, pick me up when i was sad, danced at prom with me=), never left me out, made my day by just being with me.. oh the things we did =D

ran away from stupid brainless stalkers, shopping whenever i came down, took pics!!, so many more... anyways i just wanna say I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!!!

you've been a great bestie =)

birthday shout out!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLONDE!!!
you've been such a good friend.. thank you for every single thing you've done for me =)
oh yes and thanks for the math lesson ;)
God bless and all the best for SPM!!!

blessed

today i finally brought myself to fill up the self-evaluation paper that melody gave me.. argh!! so hard! but i guess it's good once in a while to evaluate yourself and see how far you've come..

when i was writing down my strengths and weaknesses.. i realised that i have more weakness than strength.. quite disturbing la.. and very humbling.. and as i wrote about how being in the leadership team has changed me in every aspect and how much this year has offered me in a sense, i begin to realise how much i've been blessed.. how much i have grown and matured.. so right now i'm feeling very blessed.. hmm reminds me of the song "blessed" by rachael lampa.. ahahha randomnya.. okay... back to studying!