finally! and update =)

i'm gonna shift blog soon.. sigh i know i've been really bad at updating.. which is why i need to share a blog with ppl.. which brings me to mun teng and li chin! =) so we might just start a new blog together.. MAYBE.. if we're not too bogged down with uni work..

YES! uni work is the reason for my absence.. on the other hand, junita's wedding deco is bugging me like crazy.. i'm gonna go all out after EOS exams which ends on nov 20th.. that leaves me with like 12 days of prep.. i THINK i can make it.. no, i BELIEVE i can make it! i just need help.. hahaha..

so yeah! i'm so praying that God will give me His strength to go through this hurdle.. after this, no more wedding deco projects! it's not like i dislike doing it, it's just really stressful and i felt like i may have jumped right into it instead of building my confidence through smaller projects.. i feel very unassured of my ablities actually..

speaking of being unassured of my abilities, i dont know what i wanna do in the future anymore.. at first i thought, oh maybe i'll get my nutrition and dietitics degree that parents want then venture out into interior design after.. but even though it's just been one semester in this course, i really am starting to fall in love with nutrition and dietitics. it could be because of the people in my course.. maybe, but the prospect of helping the sick really strikes a chord in my heart.. these are people who are really in need, and if i can somehow help them, i WANT to! i feel that this is where i can make a difference, or at least impact the people i meet..

and not to say that i'll be neglecting my passion for arts and crafts, but maybe that's just it! maybe i what i love isn't interior design but really arts and crafts.. creating things that make people smile and laugh, that they can use.. i wonder how i mixed these two things up.. and no wonder i felt little joy in doing junita's wedding deco.. it's not that i dont want to do it, it just felt like it was sucking the life out of me rather than me putting life to my designs.. but i know i cant and wont regret taking up junita's wedding because the things i've learnt made me grow up..