i just realise something.. it's so hard to get out of disappointment and hurt, but it's much easier to switch from a happy day/occasion into gloomy/sour day.. i dont want that to be true for me..
sigh, i feel like i may be trying too hard to keep my friends.. i have this fear that i lose my friends or i lose that closeness with them because of who i am.. or that i just dont have an attractive or rather good enough character or personality for them to see me as someone they would want to be close with.. i dont want keep thinking that i cant do anything about.. if it's character then i want to build it.. i'm not gonna let this get me down..
gonna keep smiling =)
Wednesday 28 July 2010
Monday 26 July 2010
i've got 'Forever reign' stuck in my head..
hmm so it's been really long since i updated.. things were really busy lately.. so what have i been up to?
1. i worked in IMU for about a week
2. started my 3rd semester (which is kinda a killer sem)
3. danced and 'catwalked' for orientation
4. plan an illustration with jas for Jcworks for one sunday
5. help with prep for chris and angel's wedding =D
6. spent time with some very special people =) (am so glad you guys are back!)
yeah so anyways this semester is really tough.. have been trying to plan and strategise so i wont end up failing any papers and i am determine to either maintain my CGPA or increase it! yes so i am going to excel in this semester despite it being difficult! and i know i have Jesus so that's my comfort =D
sigh, part of me wants to quickly finish this course, because i know what's waiting for me when i finish my studies.. and yet i want to enjoy this moment in my life being with my friends in uni and enjoying the life of a student and being young and free from certain responsibilities yet.. i count the days to when i'm done but i feel so reluctant to let this go yet.. i wonder too whether i could be a good dietitian/nutritionist.. i would want to be the best at what i do so i dont wanna disappoint myself at all..
pics from the finale night in which i catwalked.. it was themed masquerade
two days before the finale. this was variety night. we danced that night =)
our N&D lab =) where we cook! =D
1. i worked in IMU for about a week
2. started my 3rd semester (which is kinda a killer sem)
3. danced and 'catwalked' for orientation
4. plan an illustration with jas for Jcworks for one sunday
5. help with prep for chris and angel's wedding =D
6. spent time with some very special people =) (am so glad you guys are back!)
yeah so anyways this semester is really tough.. have been trying to plan and strategise so i wont end up failing any papers and i am determine to either maintain my CGPA or increase it! yes so i am going to excel in this semester despite it being difficult! and i know i have Jesus so that's my comfort =D
sigh, part of me wants to quickly finish this course, because i know what's waiting for me when i finish my studies.. and yet i want to enjoy this moment in my life being with my friends in uni and enjoying the life of a student and being young and free from certain responsibilities yet.. i count the days to when i'm done but i feel so reluctant to let this go yet.. i wonder too whether i could be a good dietitian/nutritionist.. i would want to be the best at what i do so i dont wanna disappoint myself at all..
our N&D lab =) where we cook! =D
