Saturday 30 June 2007

birthdays!!

it was jen's birthday on wed and lin's on monday =) and my daddy's yesterday and my neighbour tomorrow! hahahahahha monday, wed, friday and sunday.. such perfect timing. hahahah how fun! so anyways we went to eat at pizzeria at ss2 on wed.. yummy! anyways we took some pictures (as always hehehe)





then yesterday we had cf.. it was really fun.. we made the armour of God with newspapers.. it sounds childish i know but once you really get into the spirit of it, all you get is fun fun fun and tonnes of laughter hahahah and of course naturally we took some pictures =D




hahahaha the outfits look so childish but hahahahah if only you were there... so anyways this week has been a week of birthdays =) something to celebrate.. sadly, it's been tainted with really sad news.. our dear elder Koh has gone to be with the Lord yesterday morning.. it's a really sad affair.. going for the memorial service tonight.. ahhh so hard so hard!

Saturday 23 June 2007

phew!

at least one of my problems are solved.. i finally know what i want to do after SPM.. that fact itself has made me happy.. i've decided... i'm gonna do architecture! it'll be fun just being able to think about it and even plan out my future studies.. sure it's gonna be tough studying this course but because i know what i want to do i'm just pure excited beyond beyond explaination! hahaha i'm still not a hundred percent certain because i want to be in line with God's plan for my life and if architecture is not for me.. well i'll have to go on a whole new search for what God want me to do =) but for now i think i'll just enjoy the thrill of it

Sunday 17 June 2007

Endings

sigh... i hate hanging endings!! SO IRRITATING! ahahahha ending to what? some taiwanese drama show la.. i know i know.. WHAT!? lee cheng, you watch chinese dramas? yes i do.. it's not a crime k? hahahaha i just love made up stories! no matter how close or far it is from reality.. call me childish but i like watching anime too.. "but it's cartoons? isnt it for kids?" you ask.. well like i said, i love made up stories.. ahahhaha that way i get more inspiration for my essays.. weird way to get inspration huh? hahahah

oh i also like chinese, japanese and korean songs.. hahahhaha now you're shaking your head in disbelief... i guess it doesnt matter to me what language a song is in.. i appreciate the music and lyrics of it rather than the singer or language.. hhahahah you'd be surprised at how nice the songs are..

i think i've been really irritable these days.. it's like i'm on the extra sensitive zone kinda thing.. you know, theres something i want to say.. but at the same time i feel that if i said it, it would seem as if i'm being too self-centered... have you ever felt that way before? but each time i suppress it, it hurts me more and more.. and soon i'm back to square one which is putting on a mask to hide how i really feel inside.. and i should have left that mask behind a long time ago..

i've not really thought about it but i never ask God why.. i guess it's because my parents have taught me well enough to know that whatever has happened wasnt a mistake or coincidence but one that has been planned.. and that i'm being tested through hard times.. i wish i could ask God why.. i wish i could ask God what my ending would be.. would the ending of my life's story be hanging because i failed to do all the God has planned for my life? would the ending be sad or happy? would i like the ending? so many questions, but only one person to answer them.. at the moment it feels like that person is so far away.. or maybe i just cant feel Him around anymore..



belle.. i wish i could tell you everything.. as of now i have no one to talk seriously with.. i miss you.. sigh

Friday 15 June 2007

Frustrated..

ok.. finally i'm able to go online! no i wasnt band from the comp.. well techinacally yes la but i didnt do anything wrong!! hahahaha i'm a good girl!! it's just that my parents dont want me to waste my time.. i totally agree with them.. just that it's super duper hard!!! sometimes i didnt feel like obeying them.. yes if you were wondering if i did disobey.. i did.. shamefully i couldnt keep away from the tv and comp.. but it made me realise how much i was attached to the worldly stuff.. quite well not scary but.. it opened up my eyes to see that maybe, just maybe i've been spending too much time on the pc and tv.. sigh.. i think this "rule" is gonna stick till after SPM.. i must i must i must learn to live without the tv and comp.. not that i'm dead without em just maybe too dependant? sigh anyhow i'm learning hahahaha

this week was both awful and awesome! ahhahaha what a weird combination! it was awful because i got my exam results back... 3 Ds 2 Cs 3 A1s and 1 A2s and mod maths... well my paper went missing.. sniffles so i'll never know till open day.. i am DREEEEEAAAAAADING that day man! D-chem, add maths, sejarah, C-bio, physics, A2-BM, A1-english, est and moral (woohoo!!!)

those are such poor results =( i feel very urm not stupid but irritated with myself.. i really practised for my add math.. i almost failed my add maths paper ok! if my teacher didnt give us all 10 marks for class work i'd have failed by now.. but i dont understand! i really did get the concept and everything but it still turned out like this.. i'm so frustrated beyond frustration!

Saturday 9 June 2007

lazing at home...

so i'm not at cg outing today.. cant go coz i've been too busy lately but sigh i wanna go!!! feeling so depressed... and tired.. the past few days has just worn me out...

1. on sat i left for kk.. quite sad actually coz i was missing the get together easter performers dinner thing.. and i really wanted to just go the have fun and talk.. instead i had to wake up at 4 am... wait for the taxi, get to the airport, wait to board and wait for 6 aussies to board and then take off... waited for our rooms for more than an hour.. and waited and waited la basically... sigh not a good way to start off your vacation...

climb mount on the third day, we went to Poring hot springs and to the foot of mount kinabalu.. no i didnt climb mount kinabalu, though i would've loved to.. but we went to the garden at the foot of it.. it was seriously cold k! colder than peacehaven.. so anyway we saw some pretty amazing plants.. quite cool la if you ask me.. took some pictures also..


At Poring: went for some canopy walk thing

the view at the top

it's a pitcher plant i think.. anyways it's super small! like the size of my pinky heheheh i took a bigger one too!

it's some kinda flower.. i dont know what type though.. just thought the colour of it was really cool!

apparently this is the most expansive orchid!

the smallest orchid!! it's called the pinhead orchid.. it's smaller than half my pinky! hahahaha

the view from the aeroplane.. it's like a whole new world up in the skies.. see it for yourself and you'll definitely agree with me

another one =)

2. on wed went to the office to help out for the form five girl conference.. stayed there till 2 something.. brought micheese home with me.. choreograph the campfire dance till 5.. slept at 2 am that day

3. woke up at 745 am to get ready for tuition.. then got ready to go to midvalley with my parents.. bought tickets for oceans thirteen and went shopping with them.. they went to watch the movie, i waited and waited for jen, jeremy, and micheese to show up.. walk around abit, went to pizza hut for lunch.. saw a school friend.. went for the movie (OCEAN"S THIRTEEN).. well honestly the movie wasnt that great.. but it was entertaining.. if you watched oceans eleven and twelve, you would find the movie predictable.. but if you were like jen, jer, and mich, you might just love it.. coz they've not watch the ones before.. so anyways after the movie we rushed to get transport back to church.. waited so long a the taxi stand, then jer and i decided to walk to the main road... mich called to tell us to come back.. waited a lil while for the taxi to come.. and saw an old school mate.. was in a funny awkward position hahahah you know the kind that you want to say something but you just dont know what to kinda thing.. so anyways got to church (the taxi driver was super rude man.. like hello?! we're paying you!!!!) practiced with the models for the fashion show.. finished at 930 pm, got home, watched so you think you can dance (quite disappointing coz joan was kicked out.. she's so good man!) went to bathe.. packed for the next day for the form five girl conference.. slept at 1 am

4. woke up at 730 am, got ready and went to church.. so ran around doing the normal things you do before an event.. after that i basically attended the workshops and all.. then us models skipped out on the makeover one and did some more practices.. and got our make up ready.. NINA helped.. she really helped out so much! so anyways with all the jitters in our tummy BAM! we were ready to hit the "runway" ahahahha i felt really uncomfortable, like i wasnt really in my own skin hahaha but it was a good experience.. anyways we played a fool in the photo shoot room.. took some pics obviously.. then kat, jas and i went to annora's place for dinner, walk to the pasar malam.. bought some shows to watch.. and we ate dinner and watch those movies.. we had fun... here are some pics we took at the photo shooting setting

the models!

kat and i

candid of ashley and rachael.. natural posers hahahah

nina's work =)

kat's work

my work

hahahah it was.. hahahha nvm

me: nina, what are you doing down there? (just to justify why i was in that position)
n: take the photo!

so yeah that was what that has been happening the past week.. it's been hectic but i know i'm not complaining ;)

Friday 1 June 2007

Grr!!

off to KK (kota kinabalu) tomo.. not particularly excited.. but i treasure the opportunity.. i know for a fact though that the hotel we're staying at is super duper beautiful.. so many things to do when i come back.. right now the focus is on the form five girl conference.. just came back from the church office.. sigh i tell you ar, what are mobile phones for if not to contact someone? well how can that someone be contacted if they dont answer their mobile phones?!?!?! grrr! waste of effort time and money.. getting their stupid voice mail "sorry, the number you have called is unavailabe....." piss me off! sigh sorry.. i dunno la.. i'm just not in the mood today.. anyways i have a few pics i wanna upload, just so i dont go on ranting about petty stuff..


my bloody fingerprint

my pride and joy.. took me quite a while to finish it.. i "negetive"-ed it so it's black

bio project.. if i'm not mistaken it's the telophase stage 2.. i made them outta plasticine

made this for belle =)

you can obviously read it.. yeap it was for a membership drive