Tuesday 29 May 2007

the most painful word

The word "goodbye" is hard to utter.. even harder when you leave a certain place for good.. i guess we dont really comprehend the meaning of the word unless the time for parting with someone so dear comes... i never really thought much of that word.. not until the tan's farewell at the ariport.. it was hard.. it felt that i had too much to tell them, too much to talk about and too much to say.. but too little time... it felt like we had not spend enough time.. it felt like there would never be enough time.. they say the hardest word to say is "sorry" but for me, the most painful word is "goodbye and farewell".. the burden of leaving a person or rather a person leaving you still weighs so heavily on my mind.. all of a sudden.. everything reminds me of them.. it's so tough.. i miss you guys so bad..






sorry james.. didnt take one with you.. should've

i guess the pictures say it all.. i love you all so much.. take care there.. sigh..

Thursday 24 May 2007

growing deaf?!

b: hello
l: yo babe.. can pass the phone to joy?
b: ok.. (joy leecheng wants to talk to you!) hold on ar
j: hello?
l: happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you.. *realises ppl are staring at her* urm ok i'll stop now.. happy birthday joy!!
j: *giggles* thank you
l: huh?
j: thank you!
l: *laughs nervously* sorry i cant hear you..
j: THANK YOU
l: oh thank you.. yeah you're welcome!
j: *giggles*
-silence-
l: err can pass me back to belle pls?
j: ok


yeah think i'm growing deaf.. here's another one


l: hello
b: helloooo
l: huh? i cant hear you?
b: helloooo
l: hello?
b: heloooo
l: hello?
b: hel-
l: helloo??
b: hellooo
l: eh babe cant hear you la.. you sound like he-oh
b: HELLOOO
l: ok can hear you now.. yeah hello!


hahhahaha hopefully it was just bad reception.. but i have a feeling i'm loosing my hearing.. nah! cant be...

anyways joy, my wonderful joy! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! you're so funny with all your lame jokes! I WOVE YOU!!!! sorry this was delayed =D



i love photo's of happy family members together =D here are some i took..


my ultimate favourite picture of these two..

sarah: oo i love this picture.. nice!
joji: yeah la only coz you look good..


nise and nielle

my mum and i.. i love you!

Wednesday 23 May 2007

I am suffering from....

post-exam stress.. hmm now that exams are over, there's even more work to be done! Cultural night is the main worry now.. have to finish, what, about 3 banners? it's crazy!! and the other smaller details for deco... it's not gonna be a holiday for me this time round.. oo and then there's prom... this is really stressing us, the whole committee out.. i mean we have to pay 10000 deposit! so yeah we have have have to sell our tickets soon! thing is... the posters arent even done yet! so yeah lotsa things to do + so little time = stress!

yesterday was a mega gila busy day at school.. we had this whole photo taking thing.. you know for classes, clubs and yeah stuff like that.. so i was told that i was suppose to help out (coz i was in the editorial board, which i didnt know i was actually in) organizing ppl and arranging chairs and stuff like that la.. so i was running around getting ppl, shoo-ing ppl out of the corridor (an idiotic thing really) and basically making sure the setting is ready for the photographers to shoot.. thing is the students of SMK SAS, namely the Form 2s and 3s do not understand plain english... a simple sentence like "guys pls dont use the corridor because we're taking photos here" becomes "PPL!! GET OUT OF THE CORRIDOR...NOW!! GO!!!!!" i think the latter one was simpler than the former.. but yeah anyhow they still use the corridor! like how irritating can that get la! plus not like we were saying "dear educated ppl who understand english, pls do not lay a foot on the walk way as the photographers would need an empty corridor as their setting for the photos" then everyone would've just gone "what the... " so yeah... and then after sweating in the hot sweltering sun, came the time for my class photo.. so the guys and girls came and just stood there.. so i did what i've been doing the whole day, which was positioning them.. but of course they wouldnt listen, nooo.. they had to chat with one another about how hot the sun is, how tired they were, how much they were sweating, how slow the photographers were.. "HELLO PPL! the sun wouldnt be sooo hot, you wouldnt be feeling so tired, nor would you be sweating buckets and the photographers wouldnt be so slow if you would just SHUT UP and LISTEN to instructions! sheesh already the whole ed board is out there in the sun for more than an hour, running about getting YOU organized, and we're not even complaining! " yeah i wished i said that... but anyhow as a normal sane person would i shouted out instructions la.. i mean who would be heard with just their normal speaking voice over the din.. then i get this really irritating remark.. "CAN YOU STOP SHOUTING!?" yeah i would if you guys stop talking.. "IF I DONT SHOUT, YOU WOULDNT BE LISTENING TO INSTRUCTIONS (DUMMY!!)" seriously some ppl are sooo inconsiderate... and disrespectful...

at the end of the day, i was so tired from everything that i could barely keep my eyes open by noon.. so yeah... anyways it's over (thank God!) and i am resting at home today because i'm suffering from fatigue... i dunno i'm just so tired even after resting... have to go to school later for the scouts cultural night filming... i'm already nodding off.. going to get ready now...

Saturday 19 May 2007

picture post

nothing exciting to tell... after all what can you get out of exams? aside from the endless swearing from the person next to you.. so irritataing! especially when you're concentrating like mega hard! grr! wanted to box him already man.. sigh and ppl! pls get your own stapler!! dont disturb someone for the stapler when they havent finished their paper and there's ten more minutes left on the clock because that person wont ever forgive you if she gets a B instead of an A or a C instead of a B... you get the picture.. just.. dont do it! it really frustrates me! fuh! i feel like a walking zombie! sigh i'm lacking my beauty sleep badly! ahh one more day of exam... three more papers.. one more night of staying up... and it'll all be over... temporarily =( sigh SPM is indeed drawing near... wargh!!! i dont want!! what i'd give to be homeschooled! oh well..anyways i dunno what to post about so i'll just put up some pics


wind in her hair, that's joji for you =D
typical ahahhahahah
esther, i miss you!
high school day
what your dorm members do to you ahahahah
guess who? hahaha
cheek to cheek =D
i love this pic!! haahah

ok urm i dunno what to say hahahahah


sorry la this post is so sucky... just not in the mood... cg teaching tomo!!! i'm scared!!

Sunday 13 May 2007

why? WHY?

there are a lot of things i dont understand... among them are:
1) why is it we laugh at things we deem funny? why is it we deem something to be funny? what actually tickles us/makes us laugh and how does our brain decipher something to be funny?
2) why are the roads always jam when & after it's raining?? why do ppl always stop to look at accidents when accidents are ugly and terrible??
3) why are there bad ppl in the world (rapist, murderers, terrorist, etc.)? they definitely werent born with evil intent in their hearts.. right??

there's alot more but all of a sudden i cant think of any... sigh i just tried studying but nothing's going in.. ahh yes another thing i dont understand...CHEMISTRY! yes i practically hate that subject! well not really la but despite my efforts i can never get chem! it's so frusang! i mean why is chemistry so hard? it shouldnt be uncomprehandable! but then again i think this only applies to me =(

today was quite an emo day la... was talking to a few ppl about some "stuff" and listening to what they have to say just really touched me.. but at the same time i cant stop smiling! hahahha i know the whole "stuff" thing sounds so stupid.. but i will reveal the "stuff" at an appropriate time..

wargh!!!! stupid exams man! because of that, i missed out on all the fun on sat for the cycling thing and i havent had good proper time to spend with belle! i miss her super duper mega alot! and she's leaving in 15 days!! i hate it that i have only less than a week to spend time with her before she takes off to USA..

anyways just wanna post a shout out to my bestest, most wonderful, beautiful and understanding pal!



BELLE!! ahhahaha


ok here's a nicer one =D

ahhahaha why so early? well coz i wont be comin online on your birthday day(stupid exams), i decided to do it now!!! so HAPPEEE BURFDAY, GORGEOUS!! you have lit up so many ppl's lives with your cheerful attitude and positiveness that i doubt you would ever be forgotten by them! Thank GOD i meet you! thank GOD we're so close! THANK GOD FOR YOU! i dont know where or what i would be if i hadnt met/talk/grown closer to you... my only regret is not being able to give back to you in return of the wonderful ways you have blessed me... so go on out and act as if you're the queen! it's your super seventeen birthday! you deserve it! ILOVEU oh-so-much! so pls just enjoy yourself ok?

mwuacks!

Saturday 12 May 2007

SAY NO! to exams

being under exam stress aint good for my body... just so you know, the combination of tea + sugar(chocs) is BAD! you will experience shaky hands, shortness of breath and an exhausted mind... how do i know this? it happened to me...

on friday i was oh-so-tired from studying the whole night before... so i asked my mum to make tea for me before leaving for school.. then i realised i had no energy.. so i took half a bar of choc and six oreo cookies for break time... ate two oreos before my first exam to hype myself up abit and to concentrate despite my situation.. little did i know, i was in for a ride... scary one if you ask me! i mean can you imagine while you're happily on your way to drawing a graph (which of course, you think is correct) you pick up a ruler, place it in position on the graph paper and you take your mechanical pencil which you think is so old and needs changing (coz it keeps breaking the lead.. can be really frustrating, mind you) and so you draw the y-axis... when you lift your ruler off the paper.. what greets you is the most horrendous, ugly, terrible, unimaginable and shaky line you've ever drew in your entire life in high school! but nvm that's ok... after all you just erase it la... with the eraser of course (which wasnt helping since it keeps breaking off bits in the midst of rubbing)

oh this is an off topic thing.. very random but i just have to say it! i remember in my primary school days.. some students dont have erasers... thankfully i have parents who made sure i was all set for school every weekday =D (yes i guessed you could say i WAS spoilt) anyways coz they dont have erasers, you know what they'd do if there was a mistake? they'll lift their index finger to their mouth, yeah you already know what i'm gonna say, so i wont say... too disgusting.. i feel for the teachers who marked their books/papers/exam etc.

back to the topic... so yeah that's how i found out my hands were shaking.. freaked me out because the only few times my hands shook was when i had asthma attack during a football game with some guys friends (and a girl hahaha), after tug-o-war during the FGA sports carnival and when i was doing my english oral test (what?! i was nervous like mad ok!).. yeah i guessed you could say i was pretty freaked out about it... i think i scared myself silly till i had difficulty breathing.. that itself was also scary.. again i only get this when i have an asthma attack.. but there was nothing i could do so i just bore with it till exam was over... funnily though all the weirdness stopped when i passed up my paper... as for the paper after that.. well i guessed i was more upset about the fact that the questions were written in bad grammar that i wasnt bothered by it.. it was a chemistry paper btw hehehhe..

i dont think i'll be able to go online the whole of next week... coz that will when the REAL exams begin! aaahhhh!!! i just want exams to be over... i'm so sick of them.. draining the life outta me.. literally!

Monday 7 May 2007

Great minds think alike!

Belle(b): eh i'm thinking of having a sleepover on the 22nd and 23rd.. what do you think?
Leech(l): sure why not?? *grins really wide*
b: yay!!
l: eh wait! it's a school day la dear.. *frowns*
b: oh yeah hor!
l: *pouts then brightens up* oh why not after cf rally?
b: huh? cf rally? oh!! ok! ok!! set ah!
l: yay! where should we have it?
b&l: YOUR PLACE!!!!
b&l: HUH?!
b&l: OH IF YOU WANT....
b: hahaha if you want my place also can..
l: oh no no.. i mean my place also can..



hahhahahaha this what happens when great minds think alike... (or rather like john says it, best friends thinking alike... dont wanna be washing papers plates if you know what i mean XD) hahahahhahahaha its an inside joke... if you wanna know though just ask john or me! dont ask belle hahahah she'll never tell... ok i better go study now! hope you enjoyed reading that telephone conversation =D

Tuesday 1 May 2007

carnival!

uh just finished bathing and i'm mega tired! i spent 13 hours!!! that's tiga belas jam at the carnival! but it was fun! i wouldnt say mega fun coz i was stuck at the body art stall for 8-7 hours drawing on ppl's body parts.. i must say though it improved my free hand drawing skill and sketching! so i'm pretty happy.. oh yoh! i tell you once you start drawing a lizard or some chunted pattern, everybody suddenly wants that! fuh no kidding k! i loss count of how many lizards i've drawn already! but oh there was this really cool grandma! she agreed to let me draw a lizard on her hand! she rocks man! ahahahha

anyways after that i went to join the yc team (woohoo!!!) for the telematch and shucks man! super mega embarrassing lor, i tell you! we had to do the wheelbarrow thing hahahah so i partnered with nielle ahhahahahhahahahah my goodness cant stop laughing man.. when it was our turn to go, i took bout five palms then nielle dropped me! after that we kept picking ourselves up and dropping again to the point where we even switched places and we still fell hahahahha! it was funny and malu-fying at the same time coz well of course it was funny for us but we couldnt even finish the stretch cause we were picking ourselves up, falling over each other and laughing non-stop all the way! ahahhaha these are the kinda stories i'm gonna tell my children or maybe even grandchildren someday! and when nielle and i grow older, we're gonna look back and say, "do you remember that day we tried wheelbarrowing?" "ooo lets not go there!" hahahhahaha

so anyways there was tug-o-war too! according to the commentator (you're gonna find it sooo lame!) it is the only war that is allowed in church... when we heard it, sigh you could just imagine the look on our faces... so anyways yc won the first match of it.. it was then the finals and so we did our best! something wasnt quite right the first round and we lost it.. resulting in a lot of injuries.. thus was part of the reason we lost the second round.. in the end yc got second and my former hf got first! bleh! oh lemme show you my big bruise!





when i went to penang the past weekend i saw some really nice architecture.. it taking so looooooong to load so i'll just put up three first =D


can you believe that this is a kindergarden? it's big k! and it looks really cool! i love the design of it!


i love the design on this building too! the old buildings are really appreciated and taken care of there!


hahahah nise! this is for you! it's a winery shop! ahhahah i was a lil startled when i first saw it hahaha!

soooooo sleepy right now.. mid year exam is just round the corner and i'm totally unprepared.. i'm gonna stop being too busy from now on... giving me a lot of headaches and chest pains... and less time for God and studies.. shutting off now.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz