If A-Levels were a guy...

I'd punch him REAL HARD!

i mean, c'mon! exams in January?! Ish!

hahahaha!

sarah calls me 'gracey' coz when she taught me a dead dance move i did it gracefully.. if i ever need a english name it'll be grace she said hahahahaha

sorry just something random =)

This year...

hmm i've learnt a lot of painful lessons like:

1. just because you're nice to people, doesn't mean people will be nice to you.. boy, did i learn this one the hard way. in fact i'm still learning.. i still wanna believe that everyone i meet has a good heart no matter how they look or how they treat me..

2. forgiveness.. forgiving gosh, it's such a hard process.. not just forgiving others but forgiving myself when i do mistakes and decisions that hurt others.. i'm usually hard on myself when i make a mistake, especially since having a perfectionist mentality doesn't make it any easier.

well there were other lessons but i'll just stop here =) brain suddenly stopped functioning hahahha!

ps. i REALLY love Christmas!

today, i baked with ninA!!! =D

aaah i love to bake... =)

you know,

it's so amazing when God answers prayers =) i dont know how to react when He's answered mine.. there's just this overwhelming sense of peace and joy now.. joy! i dont know whether to laugh or smile or cry or ???? but i know that i'll be ok =) thank you God!

=) i'm happy =)

man, i love this quote!

"Here listen -- if i am 62 and i can change my attitude, so can you!"
-Joyce Meyers-

hahahaha she is so cool!

anyways i baked shepherd's pie today! =) got some pics to get your tummy rumbling!
beef, tomato, button mushroom and onions all in a kuali. the white stuff is flour, to thicken the "liew" hahhaha
mashed potato, US russet works best, seasoned with salt and pepper with added milk and butter.. yum!
put the filling into a huge *what do you call it??* container?
put the potato on top...
smoothen the potato and add whatever design you like!
mmhhmm! fresh outta the oven!
just look at the beef spilling out!
there you have it! Shepherd's pie! =D =D =D

i have something to tell you..

ok.. *inhales deeply* i'm gonna cut my fringe to bangs =) there! i've said it! if i look lala it's not my fault!!! really wan!! i'm not saying bangs = lala-ness but you know if you cant carry it well then.. jeng jeng jeng! hahhhahah but it'll be interesting to see how it turns out =D so expect something ppl!

it's ok if you react like this.. i think i can take it hahahhaha!

you gotta love CHRISTMAS!

just two of my many favourites =)

Disruption

one of Nina's projects.. really cool so check it out =)

how now brown cow??!

sigh.. i'll be honest, i'm having a hard time coming up with the deco for next week's feature sunday.. inspiration is coming slow.. alia!! where are you when we need to talk ART! hehehe =D

sigh, i miss my school friends so much.. i go on facebook and they seem to be in their own little world =) sometimes i think that i'm the only one that misses them.. but it's like that i suppose =) i must say though, everyone's looking really good!

exams are in two months.. it's not not far away, in fact, it's too soon if you ask me.. i regret like crazy taking up a levels, pls dont ask me why i took it up then ahhahaha.. i've been missing classes lately.. just too tired to get out of bed.. i know they're signals from my body to rest, but there's just too many things to get done 0.0!

and on top of that,

i miss you guys

specially dedicated to Nina!

thanks Neens for always being there for me =) and encouraging me =) and the list goes on and on.. you've been a great cg leader and a good friend =D i love you!

a bit late...

oh that irritating laugh is mine btw hahahahha

i'm so surprised! i just found out that one of my scout senior is married with a child! =) i'm so happy for her... she looks truly happy and i'm glad! she's one of the nicest seniors i had =) so Congrats Roberta! i'm glad you found The One for you!

pics from joe's album launch prep

hahahahhahah some of our silly moments.. thanks jaaaaaaaaaan for the pics!

just being random!

ok.. i can think of a few reasons why ppl eat fast!

number one, they're always on the go!

next, they like food too much that they want to eat more so they eat quickly to feel less full to eat more!(hmm makes some sense...)

thirdly, they dont like food so they eat quickly in order to not waste time so they can do other things... OR.... they dislike eating and only eat to survive so they just wanna get meals over and done with (hmm very unlikely.. i mean who wouldn't love food??? RIGHT?!!)

it could also be that they like their food really HOT and not JUST hot so they eat it quickly so that it taste good.. and perhaps they drink lots of water after that to cool down their burnt tongues.. and drinking lotsa water makes them full so by the time dinner/lunch/or whatever mealtime is over, they're full! (yes i think this must be it!)

i'm a genius =D

i had a GREAT birthday!

i want to thank some ppl who made my birthday such a memorable one.. i had the time of my life! and i love you guys loads and i hope that i'll get to bless you all in return too!

1. Darren - the mastermind of my birthday surprise.. thanks "honey" for thinking of it! i feel so loved =)
   
2. Micheese, Jer and Dalvin - the brains behind the whole adventure.. you guys rock.. i love ya'll to bits!
   
3. Rach Chan and Lim, Brian Chan, Neens, Isaac, Wei-Ming, Crys, Jun Min, Berns, Kat, Ce, Josh Yee, and all who were a part of the surprise no matter what you contributed in; you guys made it so special - thanks for being there.. that was the better present compared to all that i have recieved!
4. Rose - thanks for my first sabo experience =)
5. Kai Shen and Jaime - thanks for driving all the way to church (and i wasn't even around!!! i'm still upset about that ahaha) just to surprise me.
6. Joe - thanks for giving me a chance to do deco for your album launch =) an experience i'll treasure!
7. Angel and Sexy plus the OUG ceegee! - thank you for helping me out with the door gifts and buying a trans-fat free cake for me =)
8. Wei-Jan - thanks for making me feel as if the camera loves me =) hahahha you take amazing pictures!
9. Baby belle - thank you my best friend, for remembering my birthday even when you are so far away.. wish you were here.

my birthday present.. the book i've always wanted =)

Pooped out.. almost fell asleep in chem class.. sorry Ms Ng.. once again, thank you everyone for your birthday smses and facebook and friendster messages.. all of you have given me an experience of a lifetime, one i'll never ever forget.. in fact i'm still in a daze about all that's happened.. THANK YOU LORD!

Gasp!

wanna know more?? click here!

wanna know what the gasp! was for? well i actually cleaned out my room! amazing i tell you! it took me at least 6 hours to get rid of all the junk and rubbish in my room! and by the time i was done, i had about six or seven big bags of rubbish! but anyways i took the liberty of changing the layout of my room, and now it's much much better!! i cant do the before and after photos cause i forgot to take the before photo.. but, i did draw the old layout of it on a piece of paper.. mind you, it looks very neat in the drawing, but it was a pig sty in reality!
old layout
from the door
from the end of the bed.
from the toilet door.
from the side of the bed post.
from the table-outward
from the table-inward
before.
after!
not too tired (yet) for a picture =)