is it really fair? or unfair?

yes if you're dying to know... i'll be going for ns... i'm feeling abit depressed so if you wanna say "hahahaha too bad" or "wakaka sucker!" dont talk to me ok... coz i dont wanna hear that right now.. and if you're also gonna say "chill lar, it's only ns" no need! i've heard that line a million and one times.. dont need to hear for the one million and second time... yes stay away from that topic if you wanna speak to me...

ok la maybe i'm a bit to0 harsh.. actually, i know i'll probly have fun, given time mind you and that i'll reap benefits out of it, yes.. i have accepted that fact.. yet i dont wanna spend three months of my life in ns! i wanted to do so much! but now... i guess in a way it's God's way of saying that my plans arent always His plans... and i'll trust Him to bring me to the right camp.. at the right time..

i thank God too for my scouting experience.. though it's not exactly amazing but at least i feel a lil prepared.. anyways thanks to those who've cheered me up... i appreciate it!

those were the days... sigh

ahhh those fun scouting activities.. i miss em so much.. especially building gadgets.. what's gadgets you ask? here's a pic of one =)
yeap!!! that's a tower.. it's quite tall though it doesnt seem to look like it in the pic... our year built it for membership drive and i'm proud of it =)
caught candid
the committee!


this is of a different year... this year's membership drive
see how high up we are??!
with a good friend, alia... sigh those were the days man... i miss em now!
patrol camp!!



some more random pics =)
celebrating christmas!
the work of a bored student
when i was 14

ok la i'm off to watch project runway.... until thennnn

farewell teachers =(

we said goodbye to two of our beloved teachers today... Pn. Marina Chin, our headmistress and Pn. Vijaya, our BM teacher... we had oreo cheesecake from secret recipe and pizza and coke from dominos! all of us stuffed ourselves and there was still one more box of pizza left =) so anyways we said our goodbye, all smiles mind you.. till it came to Pn. Vijaya's leaving, we sang Au Lang San (i think that's the name of the song) but we didnt know the words! hahhaha so we all just lalalala- ed our way through the song.. she cried half way(awww!).. which of course broke our hearts too.. then finally we said our last "Terima Kasih Cikgu"(sigh) and she was off.. goodbyes and farewells are sad affairs really.. so here's our pic with Pn. Marina and Pn. Vijaya
with Pn. Marina
with Pn. Vijaya


on the brighter side of things.. here's 4 steps to taking silly ugly photos but still feel good after that

Step 1: take a nice photo you can really be proud of =)


Step 2: you can try mimicking an animal but make sure no one sees you doing it


Step 3: it's ok to be the only one that's doing something silly


Step 4: last but not least... HAVE FUN!

hahahaha it was just some random thing i thought of in the shower =) so anyways more pics we've taken...
monkeys, edwyn and i =) edwyn's just standing.. i am the one that's really hanging
story telling can be fun too you know =) she's getting to the good part ;)
leecheng: do it like this!
edwyn: i'm doing it! i'm doing it!! look look!
kuan: i cant roll my tongue =( i think i'll just do this ok?

hahahahha that's what we do when we have a camera in hand and no classes =D

brought to you by....
leecheng, edwyn and kuan li

cultural night!!!

i only have two pics from cultural night =( oh well.. cant be helped.. after all was busy running around handling the performances, agenda, etc... so anyways here are those two pics

ahh so proud of this backdrop.. so beautiful right?? my design, my deco dept.'s work.. we worked hard for this!!!
we performed for cultural night.. excluding those two interrupting guys behind and adrianne..

so anyways cultural night.. by me is a success.. not just because i'm the head of deco and performance.. but because.. it simply rocked =)

so there you have it.. all the fun and hard work.. in two pics.. btw ppl pls send me cultural night pics if you have!!!

pooped out

yesterday was cultural night (campfire) and it didnt rain!!! YES!!! WE FINALLY BROKE THE STUPID CURSE/TRADITION/WHATEVERYOUWANNACALLIT AND IT'S ALL GOD'S DOING.. THANK YOU LORD!!!

shall update about campfire latter when i have pics.. speaking of pics.. i found some pics from the slide show in belle's blog... and sigh brings back memories =)
5, 4, 3, 2 and 1
i love this shot!!
topsy turvy.. yc fiesta
hahahaha i like this.. very random.. random is good! hahaha
took time off from the wedding preparations

hokay i'm off to iron my uniform.. until then =)...

swings..

ahhhh it's so weird it's like my mood is divided into two.. my right foot is in the happy zone and the other in the depressed one.. it's not coz of anything in particular.. it's just crazy mood swings? anyways it sucks la coz you dont stay happy for long.. i want a good long break!! i want to laze at home and read books! sigh.. SPM be over already hahahhaha as if by doing this it'll get any better..
i just want him to stop piling more and more last minute work on me!! i'm no miracle worker la.. as if i have all the time in the world and you dont hmmph! sorry la.. just that i'm really moody what with nonsense stuff being pushed to me.. i hate it.. i just want to get through this week without any injuries or mishaps and without getting yelled at for something i didnt do! i pray this sat will be a good day!! dont let it rain!!!

sigh where have all the good days gone?

boo!

i'm happy =) ahahahaha so nice to be able to worship God freely with nothing on my mind =D urm i have nothing update accept for the fact i wont be able to sleep well this whole week.. rarh!! campfire coming up.. grr deco and performances not ready!!! ahhhh! nvm to take my mind off things, i shall post some funny pics =D

during john's birthday party
we started of with this...
then we were this...
to this =D
dont you just miss belle right now? i do!