girls day out

today was great! went out with nise and nielle to sunway to look for stuff for the carnival...

i know you're gonna laugh but sigh,,, as i was walking down the stairs looking for the sisters while smsing when.... i slipped and fell down the stairs.. yeap! and i was wearing a skirt! blargh!! how embarrassing is that! had to quickly run to one corner and finish my sms then call the girls...

went to guardian... the girls went ahead while i was checking the price for lanterns at living cabin... saw guardian, walked in confidently, realised i was walking in the wrong direction, stopped myself straight away without thinking and so i skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidded and almost fell... thank God i didnt!! fuh!! once was enough of an embarrassment already man!

went into miss selfridge for fun.. did a the normal girly stuff, nise tried on sunglasses while nielle and i tried on a shirt dress which we both knew we didnt have the money to pay for... hehehe so anyways we liked it wanted a picture of it (will show soon) took some.. nise wanted to look at the pics in my cam so i gave her.. nielle wanted to try on her new eyeliner she bought.. the colour wasnt showing so i helped her.. then suddenly both of us feel like a splash of water.. three seconds later.. "oh no! i spilled it!! it's all over my shirt now!" hahaha that was nise.. she was holding a drink while playing with my cam... then we heard "girls there's a crowd out here waiting to use the changing room.." ok i'll leave the rest of it to your imagination hehehehhe

i think nise looks good here nielle looks like she despises
me or something hahahahah

oh and we sat at starbucks no we didnt drink anything... instead girls being girls, we took pictures instead heheheh

i love the pattern on this glass!!

headbutt!!!

so three horribly embarrassing events in an outing... that was how my day was ahahhahaha but i had mega fun with the girls!!! wove you both so much!! lets do it again!!!

ps. i forgot to mention that we couldnt find the stuff that we need for the carnival hahahahhaha!

Rajawali

i learnt a new song yesterday and i love it! it's in malay but it's oh-so-nice! the lyrics are really meaningful. it goes something like this:

Tuhan adalah kekuatanku
BersamaNya ku tak akan goyang
Ku kan terbang tinggi
Bagai rajawali
Melakukan perbuatan yang besar.

Ku kan terbang tinggi
Bagai rajawali
Dan melayang tinggi
Dalam kemuliaanNya
Biar bumi bergoncang
Dan badai menerpa
Ku kan terbang tinggi bersamaNya.

music is simple and the words are meaningful.. that to me is a enough of a recipe for a good song. oh and there this song in the FGA worship chord book that is also in malay and is really beautiful.. quite patriotic but very very meaningful too.. speaking of songs here are a few songs which i feel are really nice:
1) Testify to love - Avalon
2) We are the reason - Avalon
3) If my people pray - Avalon
4) Light a candle - Avalon
5) Live to worship - Point of grace
6) I wanna see heaven - The katinas
7) Just a prayer away - Jaci Velazquez
8) Blessed - Rachael Lampa
9) No greater love - Racheal Lampa
10) Angels and heroes - Brian Littrell

so anyways gtg... will be doing worship for CF tomo.. so sleepy *zzzzzzzzzz*

Faraway

you know, it's really funny how sometimes God can seem so far and yet though you feel that distance, He comes and touches you in a way so special you'd never thought it would happen..
sometimes it feels like He's too far to hear you.. too far to touch you...
i really wonder what would've happen if i had given up.. if i had just said : screw it! i dont care anymore!!! or what's the point of putting myself through all that pain..
but i'm glad i didnt say that.. coz what i've been through was a better teacher than anyone could ever be.. i must admit i do feel like asking God what would've happened if i had just backslided.. would He bring me back to Him?

you know even when we're down bout not feeling Him or when He's so far, He just drops lil bits of encouragement just to get us up and desperate for Him again.. i've learnt alot this year and the last.. especially since getting to know chu yueh and belle.. these two have such faith that it really stirs you up to want to know God like they do.. to depend on Him and to love Him with all your heart..

the other thing is, you know when you're worshiping and you sometimes feel touched.. you cry, tear, or just experience Him... we shouldnt be worshiping Him just for that experience.. most of the time we dont really worship HIM but rather worship the experience we recieve when we worship Him.. but it's not about feeling Him in worship, it's not about singing songs till you cry.. it's about Him.. everything is about Him.. it doesnt matter if someone's up there saying that the Holy Spirit is moving in the place and yet you dont feel it.. it doesnt matter if the person next to you is sobbing his/her heart out and yet you havent shed a tear.. it's about genuinely worshiping God and telling Him that He deserves the praises you give... i mean it's just a bonus that we feel Him when we worship..


besides arent we the ones GIVING Him the praise and not RECIEVING? arent we blessed just being able to recieve something from God when He's already given us so much?

rock climbing turn shopping outing

yeap nielle, nise, els, crys , belle and i went to the summit for a supposedly rock climbing outing ahahha which turned out so typically into a shopping thing... hahahaa oh well girls will be girls ;) so anyways we're eating in secret recipe and nielle all of a sudden grows a misai hahahha here i'll show you...

hahahah so funny anyways we could stop taking pictures after that.. here's our retardness shown in action >.<
then anyways if that wasnt girly enough, we went make up shopping... and fuh! we made so much noise in watsons and played with make up like jakuns till we got reprimanded.. i ran away hahahha so wanna know why we were scolded, hahahah this is the reason...



yeap we weren't exactly putting eye shadow on our eyes... so next we went back to nielle's and nise's place and even in the car we couldnt stop taking photos

the incredible hulkstress

at their house, we watched really funny videos that got us cracking up like crazy.. then we all got ready for the dinner later... we decided to dress up really nice.. so we all put make up and accessorized yadaa yadaa yadaa.. you get the picture.. and the results were...


OOPS!


i forgot, nielle's grandma came along too.. she's one hot granny dont you think?*chuckles*

*ahahahha sorry belle, i did ask you to pose nicely now didnt i*wink*? mwuacks love you!

once upon a starry starry night....

i just found out today that someone i knew died last night due to cancer.. i really dont know how to handle it.. on one hand i didnt know him very well (he was a friend of my parents, same hf) but we had our moments of fun and laughter.. i never knew someone who died before.. and now i wanna cry but there's this big thing i cant get off my chest.. sigh i've never felt so emotionless before.. makes me feel as if i haven't got a heart..

anyways as promised, a poem:

Once upon a starry starry night,
though not a shooting star took flight,
three children sat up wide-eyed,
praying and wishing with all their might,
that all wrong in the world be made right,
together they held hands, tight.

Twinkle twinkle lil star,
how high up you are,
wont you hear us from afar.

Every evening, mummy and daddy,
listen to the man in the telly,
he tells of stories sad and scary,
once in a blue moon, maybe,
his stories turn out happy.

But most of the time we see people dying,
trees are burnt and icebergs melting,
deadly diseases rampaging,
women and children cant stop crying,
knowing their husbands and fathers aint returning,
from the dangers of hideous bombings.

We wish everyone would appreciate,
the wonderful creations God has made,
and stop letting hate,
consume their soul and head.

We wish for comfort and care,
to shower on the despair,
that others too might share,
the same rejoicing air.

Dark clouds covered the sky,
and the children leaned back, their heads to lie,
on fluffy pillows, their minds to fly,
shutting their eyes, they waved goodbye,
to the stars, they knew, were far and high.

-THE END-

so there you have it... though i always thought the poems i write are so cheesy.. anyways you be the judge =D

at home again

yeap this is the second day i missed school coz i was sick.. it's soooo boring! cant take it! but i dont wanna go back to school either hahaha someone help!!! will update with a poem next time! it's a promise =D

the weekend

the weekend was great! danced for good friday, sat and easter... had a lot of fun hahahaha and we even got down to serious business about heaven and hell.. still get goosebumps whenever i recall our conversation.. anyways the whole thing was a very good experience! for me at least.. i faced a huge giant and i almost resolve never to dance again but thank God He was always with me and gave me friends who encouraged me =) thanks you guys so much for all your encouragement

so anyway not in school today because of a bad throat, stuffy nose and thick phlegm... it's terrible! started on wednesday and has been getting worse till today.. went to see the doc.. i've not been this sick for a long time! even breathing has become a torture for me... but i have to be optimistic! like belle says, "dont say you're sick, say you're getting better!" so there you have it! i'm getting better! ahahahah

sigh i left my cam with jojee so i cant upload any photos from the past three days.. but i will soon enough.. once i get my cam from her =)

sorry this is such a lousy post... once i get better and the camera, the pics will do all the talking =) until then.. tata!