embarrassed?

i think i have a knack for embarrassing myself.. everytime i tell myself i wont do such a stupid thing again.. i embarrass myself in a whole different way... why why!!?? then these moments have sneaky ways of creeping into your mind at the most odd hours making you cringe and writhe in agony and despair thinking you'll never be able to show yourself in public again.. and then life goes on and soon what you thought was the most embarrassing proves to be just the tip of the iceberg.. embarrassing moments, you cant live without them..