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ahhhh nervousness!!! HELP!!!!!!!!! i hope i dont screw up tomo!! sniffles sniffles.. oh.. nah jian shen, this is for you since you like the song so much but dont know the lyrics hahahahah your lyrics way off la! ahahahhahaha

I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you
That I'm ok
July came, I thought I had it all together
Until you said
"I need some space"
Truth be told
It's so hard to wait

One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
That holding loose
Ain't letting go.

We both know that I could think myself dizzy
Right now I'm spinning around
You said, "baby, don't worry"
But I just miss you right now
I said, I miss you right now

One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
That holding loose
Ain't letting go.


Baby, take all the time you need
I just want you to know
I'll be here, waiting

this is the lyrics for the song in my blog.. it's 5:19 by matt wertz =)

ooo pics next!
yes yes if you wanna come for my prom (we welcome everyone!) lemme know ya?
stumbled across last years drama competition photos.. ahh those were the days =)
funny mou? hahahah it was taken at a weird angle.. forgive me >.< hahahha the whole cast! L-R: mother, waitress, secretary, narrator, bodyguard 1, mafia leader, bodyguard 2, father, backstage-er, good friend, main character =) sorry ya a bit blurry

hahahah anyways the drama rocked!! though we thought we were so unprepared but.. hehhehe we rose up to the occasion.. mind you the hall was super duper big! i didnt use any mike.. just my voice.. surprised myself, didnt know i could talk so loudly (i didnt shout =)) we got third place..
found an old pic.. this was form 3 if i'm not mistaken.. my hair was so short!!!

oh.. today was my last day as vice pres for CF =( i'm so sad.. i mean i knew this day would come but ahh i didnt give it much thought till today.. luckily i didnt cry or anything.. must be strong.. stay strong lee cheng! two consecutive years holding the same post is something that i thought was beyond me.. that i could never achieved.. i still remember how i felt when i was first told of my election.. and now.. sigh..
celebrating our head usher's birthday =)
after committee meeting =)
with the pres of 05/06
pres of 06/07, younger brother of 05/06 pres =)
good friend and confident, 05/06 care bear =D

sigh.. those were the days.. i shall miss you all!!!

my prayer..

hear this Lord, my prayer to you.. sigh...

I used to be the one
Who would long to hear your voice
A child who
Sought to win his Father's heart
But as I carried on
Life got a hold on me
Now here I am, a child so far from home

Tell me when did I lose my first love?
Where did the fire and passion go?
Burn in me Your holy fire
Give me back my lost desire
And restore in me the love I felt for You

Can I remember how it felt
When they looked into my face
And they saw the love of Jesus in my eyes
When I look back on my life
And question where I've been
Can I really say I've done my best for you?
Oh, where did I go?
(I've lost my way, I've lost my love, I'm all alone)
Oh, I'm lost and I'm alone
Oh, help me pleaseLord, lead me home

Father take me back
And let me start again
Lord, I've failed and I've
Fallen in my pride
But lead me back to you
Where my life began
Revive in me the yearning that has died.

(taken from the song First Love by Avalon)

troubled

sigh.. my heart's troubled.. maybe i shouldnt be doing it.. argh! i dunno, i dunno anymore.. i'm so confused! *bangs head on the wall* rarh!!! God help me! life is indeed meaningless without You! i wish You could tell me what to do..

watch this!!

the video is funny right? hahahahaha if you listen carefully, you'll catch all the made-on-purpose mistakes.. like belle's "7.. 9/11" and elselyn's "america taking over Egypt" if you're smart you'll know where the funny parts are =) hahahahah i had to surpress my giggles while filming them k? ahahahha the next half were all in belle's and nise's cams so i couldnt compile them together =) go search for them on YOUTUBE =) super funny k? especially when we came to the topics of guys =) ahhahahah i'll leave you at that =)

happy post!

woohooo!!!! hehehehe i'm extremely happy.. am in such a good mood... you wanna know why? WHY? WHY???? ahhahaha it's because.. i.. have.. watched... ehhehehe you guessed it so there's no need for me to say.. hahhahahah

actually it's because iwatchedtransformers!!!! it's was sooooooo good!! i tell you bumble bee is so hmm i dunno la how to put it.. but he's my favourite.. somewhere under all the bulk of metal.. is a cutie in there hahahah not cutie as in cute guy ok! it's like... oh nvm.. anyways who knew machines could be such sweeties =)

but that's not all.. i went for fire up!! my gosh micheal rowan is so funny! but he speaks straight forwardly and he's not afraid to insult you.. it was great man! =) there was a part of his sermon where he made us laugh fifteen minutes straight! well at least he made me do that!

so that's why i'm in such a good mood =) oh no no there's still one more thing that made me happy! i got to call belle!!!! wheee! hahhaha thanks christian! he called her for me =) i'm so very very happy!! we laughed and giggled like all normal girls do =) i cant stop grinning from ear to ear now =)

so because i'm happy, i shall end now because this is a happy post! nothing else hehehehehehehhehehehehehhehehehehehehhehehehehehehehhehehehehehhe!

pics =)

pics from our class's school leavers page =) there's more but these are the most memorable ones hahahah the amount of laughter produced.. irreplacable =)










dont ask me why i'm not at fire up conference =( i wanted to go!!! sigh... i'm feeling really jealous right now...

cant smile without you

i love love this song! i think it was originally sung by barry manilow.. but i like karen carpenter's version better =)

You know I can’t smile without you
I can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh and I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you’re sad
I feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew what I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brighten my day
Who would of believed that you where part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can’t smile without you
I can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh and I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew what I’m going through
I just can’t smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I’m finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can’t smile without you
I can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh and I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you’re glad
I feel sad when you’re sad
If you only knew what I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

check out this song whenever you get a chance too k? sigh i think i of belle now... belly belly belly i miss you so muchhh!!

anyways it's a monday and i'm online... why? because i'm sending some pics to my friend for a school leaver's page.. yupss we get our own page on the school mag and we get to do anything we like =) how cool is that? quite huh? well it should be coz we're pay a crazy 1500 bucks for two coloured A4 size pages.. so expansive right?? RM26 per person.. i heard today that SPM trials are starting 3rd of august!!!! arrrgh! so fast i'm really shaking! =( so i shall quickly send the photos and go study.. rarh!!! =(=(=(

gonna be super busy... with the cultural night coming up.. dance, banners, deco... someone just shoot me -.- pls? ahhahaha no la i'm just dreading all that.. so i have resolved to not go out for any outings till SPM is over.. no movies, no parties =( not even my own (how sad is that), no sleepovers (sorry nielle, nise), no more shopping now that's a bummer.. sigh but i'll be going down to s'pore after SPM to see my friends there.. nicoleeee i misser you! but for now... i must focus on studying.. so if i start saying things like "hey lets go watch..." or "lets have a sleepover/lets go shopping" you must must must shake me back to reality which is i have about a month to get ready for trials!!!! ok i think i've scared myself enough... grr stupid add math and bm projects.. seriously someone pls shoot me? nah.. not yet..