i'm back =D

right, back from a mega long break of preparing and sitting for exams. still am actually. last paper on thursday and then PRAISE GOD, NO MORE A LEVELS!

ok so anyways i just HAD to blog about this. i was in my mum's office this evening. decided to lock up for her after since exams only start at 6.00 pm

so it was 5.40pm i thought it's best i be there early since my college is just two to three buildings away from my mum's office. i mean i do that all the time! nothing weird's EVER going to happen, right? WRONG!! boy was i SO SO wrong! in fact if anything, this is the most craziest thing to have happen in that place, to me!

walked out of the building and i heard and saw four shots fired! not funny! so i rushed back into the building. luckily my mum called to check on me. i freaked out on her! hahaha so yeah went to ask the security guard what's up (literally guys, hahahha for once there's actually a real 'what's up' answer!). so he said those shots fired were tear gas ones. apparently there was a demonstration like right in the middle of the road! the guard told me it wasn't safe to go out one the streets at all! yikes!

very very nervous and anxious by now. you have no idea what kinda torture my imagination put me through! so i was really worried that i might not be able to cross over to my college at all and take my exam (REALLY WORRIED! i DO NOT want to stay another sem!). but then after a few minutes, the guard told me if i crossed the road and take another path, i should be safe.

so with my heart literally jumping out of my chest, i walked out of the building to cross the road. it was chaotic out there! people running and policemen with the big plastic shields chassing after them. and the tear gas! or whatever gas it was, was BAD! really BAD!

the rest was uneventful. i reach the examination hall in time but later than everyone. i took me quite some time to calm down and stop my hands from shaking. the gas was more pungent nearer college, so i choke on quite alot of it.. ugh! needless to say, the exam didnt go very well for me. i couldnt think straight and yaadaa yaadaa yaadaa.. quite upset with myself.

sigh today's not a good day for me.

but i will share with you what i've been up to lately, just to cheer ME up hahahhaha
"who says you cant draw?" and inspirational motivation not to give up on drawing hahahha! not like it's a masterpiece or anything, it jsut makes me smile hahahah
made these for pastor judy for her birthday.. but i wish i could've design a nicer one though.. not satistfied.randomly made this for myself. it's a ring! but after seeing nielle at Saturday service, i just felt like she deserved it ahahhaha! so i gave it to her!and anklet for someone special hahah! her birthday's coming up soon! =D

yeap exams create more pressure that releases my creative juices.. something like a pressure cooker! ok i feel like i'm on the boderline of cracking a lame joke. better keep it to myself hahahha!

wishing jamie HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

ok.. i'm only updating because Jamie told me to..

hahaha ok so there was this embarrassing moment that happened to me on sunday

jer: hey do you know it's jamie's birthday today?
me: huh? really? oooh! i should call her
picks up phone, scrolls through phonebook.. found "Jamie Loke (HELP)".. pressed CALL
tooot tooot... tooot tooot...
jamie: hello
me:*thoughtlessly rushed into the conversation* hey jamie.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! sorry i didn't know earlier.. jer just told me.. what do you want for your birthday? i'll get it for you
jamie: err.. my birthday was a while ago..
me: what?! cis! jer got it wrong *glares at jer*
jamie: err.. hehehe
me: anywys nvm.. what do you want for your birthday?
jamie: aah no need la
me: no no must.. you bought me two.. no three earrings.. i want to get you something.. can i surprise you?
jamie: err ok..
me: hey are you ok? you dont sound.... jamie..
jamie: i'm fine i'm fine
me: ok.. *silence* well see you then.. byeee!!
jamie: bye!

sounds like a typical conversation right? except that if you really knew who jamie was.. you'd know something's up..

so i turn to glare at jer.
me: jer! she said her birthdsy was a while ago la!
jer: *narrows eyes at me* it's IS today!
me: but then she said..
jer: *narrows eyes even more.. gulp!(me)* did you call the right jamie?
..........................................
me: AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

yeah so to cut the long story short.. yes i did call the wrong jamie *frowns* sigh turns out the jamie i wanted to call was in me sim card phonebook.. and the other jamie was in my phone phonebook (btw i do know these two jamie, just that i know one better than the other.. you can guess who).. so my phone only displayed the phone contacts and not the sim card ones.. still figuring out how come they are both under the same name.. so anyways i had to clear things up with the wrong jamie and call he right one.. sigh i really feel so foolish..

as promised!

the night of debbie's birthday

nielle preyed on this poor boy.. and with the flash on too! we got a lot of cold stares

gotcha!

'i'm smiling properly.. see!'

at gardens

nise and rach

nielle : service with a smile =D

happy birthday debbie!

'ok ok i promise to smile properly'... nielle..

oops! forgot to zoom out!

su, alia and i, the guys were busy shopping hahaha

susu!

charity, su and i

i'll miss you char..

i've got..

ugh! backache! hahahah beading is so addictive WHEN YOU'RE DOING IT THE RIGHT WAY!!! yeap! i'm so happy coz i'm done with one present and half way through the other.. only thing is i forgot to sit up straight =.= so i've been sitting cross legged on the bed, BENT over my work for pretty much 2 hours plus? ouch!

knock knock
coming..
KNOCK KNOCK!
COMING!
sheesh, some ppl are just so impatient *wrinkles nose*

got dizzy when i got up to answer the door.. oh mum's home, got to take my laptop up..

oh what's that? a laptop? ahahaha yeap! i've got my bro's hand-me-down laptop.. i'm soo not complaining! i'm having too much fun with it.. i get to skype with belle, and sent emails to nicole anytime possible =)

rarh! i'm missing charity.. all the best in australia babe.. glad i got to spend at least a day with you before you left =) love you!

will post up pics soon!

forgiveness

i still dont get it.. forgiveness is such a difficult thing to do.. i mean if you forgive someone it means you're releasing your right to do unto that person what he or she did to you.. it means having to give up that right not after you've given that person a piece of your mind or a good telling off in hopes of convicting or correcting that person, you gotta give it up before you do those things, and then not do it or have someone else do it later but just leave it as it is.. it's like being a martyr.. wow!

'Forgiveness is not something we do for OTHER PEOPLE. We do it for OURSELVES-to GET WELL and to MOVE ON.' something i found off the internet.. i think it's really something to ponder.. i mean unforgiveness hurts us... destroys our soul and hardens our hearts.. so by forgiving, we're protecting and nourishing our heart.. yeah it's painful and so difficult, but think of what it does to your soul.. so yeah just something that popped up while i was reading something..

=D

i must say, i enjoyed these two movies very much =) i know, i mean sydney white is a chick flick.. but i have to admit, chick flicks are kinda fun to watch.. they make me happy =) knowing there's always a happy ending.. i dont really care if it's predictable, honestly.. yeah it may not be oscar material, but as long as i'm satisfied =)

btw penelope is a really nice movie to watch.. check it out if you have the time =D

same ol', same ol'

so today belle and i were skyping and this happens..

belle[b] : hey i've got something to tell you...
.... i forgot... ahahahah!
me [l] : owh... ok! hahaha

few minutes later...

[l] : remember i wanted to tell you something the last time we skyped?
.... well, er.. i kinda forgot hehehe
[b] : what? you didn't write it down?!
... wait, it was you, right, that i told to write down?
[l] : yeah.. hehhehehe oops!


hahhahahha some things just dont change! i love you babe!