Party pooper!

party was fun
actually it was sorta..
wont say it
sigh half the time was spent watching some chinese drama
i suppose the guys who watched it had fun
feeling like such a party pooper
but i really did wanna do something fun with them
i was happy that day
just not really happy that they'd rather spent time with the tv
than with actually having fun together
i guess i just expected something that was beyond me
arghh! i'm thankful that they came to my place and all with it being so far
but i.. i wanted their company, their laughter
i wanted to joke and immerse myself in their chatter
i just wanted to be having fun with everyone, before..
before they leave pursuing their ambitions
before i never see them again
before they go off to uni
before this year ends
before they dont even have time for me anymore
i mean i did have fun
i'm not denying that fact
i'm just not really in the mood right now
something happened that totally wiped out my christmas spirit
all of a sudden my dad felt like being in a bad mood
so he made all of us grumpy
dont wanna say much coz i cant be bothered to
and anyway i wouldnt want to say anything else bout it anymore
what with mum and bro not feeling well didnt help at all
i can tell
tomo's gonna be...
dont wanna say it
coz it wont change anything
listening to an emo song doesnt help either
but i just felt like it..
i am allowed to be emo at times i suppose
arent i?
i hate feeling like this..

anyhow pics from the party here

spoiling chongjyn's 'cool' look by adding bunny ears


swe jyan, =) and su


arent we cute? =)


a nice picture of hannah and i


chengjin!


yeah i know i said i wasnt in the mood. but i didnt say anything bout not wanting to get out of my gloomy state right? =) i'm feeling better already! praise God!