oh i also like chinese, japanese and korean songs.. hahahhaha now you're shaking your head in disbelief... i guess it doesnt matter to me what language a song is in.. i appreciate the music and lyrics of it rather than the singer or language.. hhahahah you'd be surprised at how nice the songs are..
i think i've been really irritable these days.. it's like i'm on the extra sensitive zone kinda thing.. you know, theres something i want to say.. but at the same time i feel that if i said it, it would seem as if i'm being too self-centered... have you ever felt that way before? but each time i suppress it, it hurts me more and more.. and soon i'm back to square one which is putting on a mask to hide how i really feel inside.. and i should have left that mask behind a long time ago..
i've not really thought about it but i never ask God why.. i guess it's because my parents have taught me well enough to know that whatever has happened wasnt a mistake or coincidence but one that has been planned.. and that i'm being tested through hard times.. i wish i could ask God why.. i wish i could ask God what my ending would be.. would the ending of my life's story be hanging because i failed to do all the God has planned for my life? would the ending be sad or happy? would i like the ending? so many questions, but only one person to answer them.. at the moment it feels like that person is so far away.. or maybe i just cant feel Him around anymore..
belle.. i wish i could tell you everything.. as of now i have no one to talk seriously with.. i miss you.. sigh
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