i'm

depressed.. i cant take it anymore.. yes i know i'm being negetive but i cant do it anymore.. pretending to be cheerful when all i wanna do is just cry.. but i cant.. coz then i would be weak and unreliable.. a two faced wretch.. i'm a mess and i know it.. i just dont wanna do anything anymore.. i dont wanna dance, sing, eat, or go to school anymore... why am i like this? like a lousy stupid girl trying too hard! i'm pathetic! and i know it..i'm sorry belle.. i just dont know if i'm worth being your best friend.. or was i even? i dunno.. i just dunno anymore